Emotions

EMOTIONS!  ENCORAGING, MINDFUL, OUTGOING, THOUGHTS, INTERUPTING, OUTBURST, NEGTLECTING, SENSATIVITY.

Emotions are ruling my every being, in mind I find myself out of controll and defeated.  The thoughts of destruction, lust, and fame, keep me unorganized putting self at blame.  I want to end it all shadow myself from the world, jump into a crowd show me,  who i can be,  the love pain and confusement inside. The continous lack of attention to self, ignorance of justice, discovery from everyone elese.  I am not nice, sweet, or loved. Don't hugh, kiss, me in affection.  Give me pain, hurt, all that I deserve.  I don't trust, care, or understand how you feel, i don't trust, understand, or care about me, I can't give you love when I don't love myself. Daily I am a wreck emotionally.  The body of EMOTIONS!  ENCORAGING, MINDFUL, OUTGOING, THOUGHTS, INTERUPTING, OUTBURST, NEGLECTING, SENSATIVITY!