A Chance

Sometimes, I wish I knew what the outcome of my life was going to be. Will I die a millionaire? When will I get married? Will I be successful? Will I fail? I wonder about all of these questions and many more a lot. Sometimes, I wish I knew the answer to them.. but I am glad that I don't because life, life should keep us guessing. I think it's about taking chances. If you don't take a chance with something, you'll never know the outcome of it. You might take a chance on something and 40 years later, be glad you did. Nobody's perfect in this world and if it wasn't for mistakes we would never learn anything. Our mistakes make us who we are and sometimes, it makes us better people. I took a big chance on Matt when we first met. Everyone who knows us, knows that our relationship has never been easy and has been full of mistakes, But I can honestly say that when I lay down next to him at night, I couldn't be happier. The mistakes that were made and the challenges we have faced, are the reasons why we continue to push forward. We want a happy life together. We fought for our relationship when most people would have given up. Hell, he broke my trust in him, which is a really hard thing to get back, but he knows that he screwed up and he knows how hard it is for me to trust him, but he's willing to spend his life making it up to me, and I'm willing to spend mine forgiving him. I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you have something.. fight for it. If you have to take a chance, and you're willing to take that chance, then it's probably worth it. Mine was.