A - man

A

- man

could i be, another rose
surely from concrete
or must i stay a sunflower or a fucking weed?
fuck and weed
fuck and weed
fuck and weed

sexy so nobody sees, his damn fingerprints all over me

FUCK i need some weed!

:you're stupid
:you're stupid
:you're stupid
:you're nothing!
:YOU don't have anything

and I just take it 'cause he's everything
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if he go nothings left but me

NO ONE WANTS A GARDEN FULL OF FUCKS AND WEED

WHY do he look down at me
try to look me in my eyes

I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER

its hurting me inside
he goes deeper, I want a father
so he's daddy for tonight
cause i'm just a crazy bitch whose nothing, my money ain't right
not smart enough, not beautiful enough, my paper can't match his
I swallow down my tears 'cause this the best????????? that it gets
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Father I don't want to live like this, I want to be with Nana
'cause I can't see how to right my wrongs and I was safe when I had her

now I lay me

if I could I would bow at your feet

down to sleep

take my last breath

I pray the Lord

if in fact you're really there at every step

my soul to keep

whatevas left thats good in me

If I should die

Father have mercy

before I wake

speak to my heart

I pray the Lord

Father can you hear me?

My soul to take

keep your heavenly angels near me