My Feelings

The sound no one could forget the smell no one could resist, the feel that makes the heart warm... The fire that killed our soul burns deeply within those who try to hurt us. Maintained by anger, fueled by hatred, drunk with the sheer power of destruction, those people make me laugh. They not know of what they have done to themselves, to the point they made themselves into a creature that will only hurt them in the end. I for one was this creature once, built out of jealousy and rage, my heart torn, and my love lost. All I wanted was the one I loved, and I couldn’t obtain it. No matter what I did, that love I desired would never come... So, now I live in a shell, hollow with emptiness, hoping that one day, that love will fill me up with happiness and I will be whole again.

Love, is nothing but a word that is better than Like. It has no true meaning, it can make someone happy and I can tear one apart. Never use the word, unless your intentions are good, and your word is true… for if you use it, without knowing its power, it will backfire on you, causing you and someone you cared for, nothing but pain and misery.

Never trust a Smile, for it can lie easier than anything else in the world.

Hate, despair, anger, lust, jealousy... The 5 worst things to have in your heart. Each is a new level that keeps getting lower, and lower, till you hit the bottom of a bottomless pit of lost hope.

I fell in love with someone during the worst time in my whole life… High School.

I sit here, alone with nowhere to go, lost in my blank mind, cold without someone to warm my soul, betrayed by love that was never meant to be.

I have learned that once I say the word Love to someone, I truly mean it with all my heart, but when I lose that someone, that Love remains, pure and strong as before, making it that much harder to move on…

I love her with all my heart, and only want the best for her. She just doesn’t realize how much I love her and wish to make her happy, but as long as I’m here friend, that’s the next best thing… though it gets harder and harder seeing her with a new love every day, that my heart cant bare to take it anymore. I try to stay away, but I can’t stop thinking about her, I try to make her go away, but I keep calling back for her. I’m in a cycle of unhappiness and I can’t break free. She’s all I want and more, but it will never be.