Moonlight

When you born in a dark place , when you open your eyes in this lonely life , when you feel that no one can feel you ,need you , makes you feel that you are special ,all what you feel is that you are useless , Why ?! No reasons, just for being you ,being yourself .







All these years passed day by day, its time for me to stand in my feet and face this life , this fate by anyway i choose , when i was trying to trust myself and know it well , I seen a very soft light comes to me, I didn't knew what is it, I was wondering why its so warm ? I saw this light for many days I don't know what made me leave my place and let me follow this light, I didn't thought where this light will takes me all what were in my mind how to be near this warm light , I felt safe and comfortable , I followed that light day by day, minute by minute I felt it inside of me, I was waiting to arrive or even I see the whole light but I didn't, all what I did is following it blindly .







While am walking throw it I faced a lot of problems slowed me down a lot of thoughts controlled my mind ,but I got throw it and passed it without thinking by my brain, my heart was taking me there .







Following, following am I going to arrive?! Or I will keep walking fallen in the ground , I opened my eyes I saw something tells me use your brain not your heart , I saw the light goes farther and farther , oh wait for me , I was laying between the dark place in the left of me and the light in the right of me , where am I ? Am I lost? Oh god please help me I need you.







I turned my face left and saying I don't want to go there in the dark after I saw the light then I turned right saying I cant reach that light ,am tired of following I cant do this again, am sick of all oh , but when I saw that light still there, but not like before ,it was shaken I said maybe I can take my own way my own life between the dark and the light , that's was the idea when I was taking my own way I felt that I miss that warm , miss being behind that safe soft light, oh something strange takes me again behind this light when I just took 3 steps to it, its disappeared ! Wait where is my light? I cant see anything , am lost , am cold how can I live without my light I cant I really cant , I cant breathe , am dying hardly , no please come back I wont followed you please just I want to see your light and know that you still there , am I the reason , why did I took those 3 steps please come back .







Here I am in the dark again I wont followed any light again whatever happens I really felt warm and safe but now am so much colder or I cant use to be in cold after I was following my light

. I suffered all these years until I forget that light, its came a day then its go again ,but every time I see it i remember all the specially lessons I learn, am not sure my heart still beating , that pain murdered my heart.



One night I was so alone and weak. Suddenly I looked up I saw the moonlight is it real and soft as I feel, it lighted my dead heart and gave me my lost sight ‎?and all what I need to keep moving, I kept moving under it almost 3 years, its really what I need to stay alive, am I happy Now? It crossed my darkness and kill it for me! That very touching , I feel so much better after I noticed that the moon is here every night and will never leave the sky , is that means I won't be in the dark again ?! Yes it is the only meaning of a precious sacrifice like these, and until my last breaths I will look up and see that moonlight is always there for me and will never let me down, because of that kindness I gave my all to that light I'll risk my life just to keep seeing the moonlight, my Moonlight