HOW DO YOU REMEMBER ME

Were you really just looking in those eyes
or trying to get between them thighs
were you really in love with my personality
or the sexuality
was is it the smile you enjoy
i hope so because i really loved you boy
was it the laughs we shared
because it seemed like you cared
was it the fights we had
or when you met my dad
was it the late night date
or the first time we went to ice skate
was it going to my dads funeral
or even when i was crying you called me beautiful
was it my loud horrifying screams
or those crazy sex dreams
was it me begging you to stop
or you hitting me when i tried calling the cop
was it the blood flowing from my mouth
or when i told you my mom was moving me to the south
was it when you followed me all the way to my new home
and hid out in the empty dome
when you beat up my new friend jerome
or when i told you to leave me alone
i don’t know how you remember me
but i know my best memory of you
when we were in that corn field today
and with tears in my eyes i finally didn’t care anymore
and walked away