an ode to Jerry Garcia, on the occasion of his demise |
minga, jerry i saw you without a touch of grey in the fillmore, purple with mescaline-- one young beast not to be tamed at a race track in Maine, you floated 100,000 freaks up into the night sky and set 'em down, with a soft glove in a hockey rink at UMaine, you destroyed a beautiful mushroom high with bad sound and something aching in your heart then, my best bud forced me to come to Boston Garden and while he spent 2000 years in nirvana (surrounded by incredible, grinning facsimiles of us, 25 years ago) you restored the Sistine Chapel with jazz and Persian rugs this June, on a whim, i took my last two kids to Vermont: through the Highgate, we passed into the moving feast you created; they could taste the community which was more than just the music (because we knew each night was just one more bead on your necklace of notes, your endless sharing of the noodles in your head) yet strangely, it was the same gathering, the same family it had been that night on the lower east side, or in SanFran (before the money came), just garbage cans full of a new way to look at things and my kids felt that (sprung from hippie shanties in the Maine woods), they recognized that shared vision they shook with the power of being part of the show. so now, on some unnoticeable wednesday, you just up-and-leave us; lucky you, now you can just play, while we will forever watch that hot Vermont moon come up grey-haired and bearded, only a bit younger than you and wonder whether you would change a single lick, now that you are finally high enough to see. |