I wrote this promising my heart not to give up on love. |
"Promise" By:Isabella Athena May on Sunday, May 30, 2010 at 3:02am. I close my eyes, and all I see is you, I made a promise to myself, to forget about you, and leave you in the past, abandon all the memories, and make you dead to me, forgive me oh forgive me, I am oh so sorry, heart I promised you, the pain would go away, and everything would be okay, I didn't lie to you, please don't give up on me, I did tell you the truth, I just need a moment, a little time to breathe, heart, don't you give up on me, I just need for you to see, looking in the mirror, I can see my eyes, Filling with water, like clouds in the sky, I know I told you no more tears, falling down my face, I know I say alot of things, to make your memory, erase, Time can only help me, now, I cannot rush the pace, I'm trying to let go, But my heart wont let me so, I must take my time, running through my mind, as every memory falls right through the cracks, to be buried away, until the end of day, Forgive me for I promised you, that the pain would go away, and no more tears to shed, as I'm lying in my bed, my heart is bleeding red, I cannot feel it beating, yet I know it's there, am I still breathing, I can't feel a thing, I'm numb all over, now that its all over, am I alive or dead, as I lie in bed, waiting for the night, to turn to day, and make everything ok, what more must I say, I promised I would let you go, and never shed a tear, I guess I lied to you, I need you here anyway....... don't know what more to say, wish a word you would say, say you're here to stay....... okay I wrote this randomly not sure if it makes sense I have a migraine and I'm tired falling asleep zzzzzzz |