My One True love

Ahh again I dream of you, as soon as I close my eyes,
I see your face just as it was the last time I saw you,
The day before you left.
As more time goes by I begin to feel that you were only ever a dream,
Just some beautiful memory, like a lingering moment, in another time and place,
That will never be again.

I miss your warmth, your smile, your kind words and gentle thoughts,
Now it is like you never existed to me at all,
Some long lost distant dream, that keeps snatching at the edges of my memory,
Waiting for me to return someday,
Or maybe it is you who will return, a long, long, time from now,

Ahh again I dream of you, the same beautiful dream as always,
Your beautiful smiling face the day before you left,
This time I hope I wake and find you watching me while I sleep,
I still feel your warmth, I still smell the fragrance of your skin,
I can still feel your touch, the soft cress as your hand ever so gently touches mine.

Letting you go has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do,
I know it feels like I will love you forever,
I am so glad for the pain, now my only reminder that you ever existed to me,
Your emails stopped, maybe because mine asked you to stop,
Because I had to let you go, no longer able to hold you back from what you need to do.

Ahh I will love you forever (My one true love).

Goodbye, Sam even though it breaks my heart, I know it is for the right reasons.

Written by Jenna Saranghae 26/07/2010.