The battle

First day of school
Nice to be away from home
Nice to be by friends
Oh wait i am alone
My friends are all distant
They dont really like me
They dont understand
Theyre not like me
Sitting on the floor
I catch my reflection
Its smiles then looks in another direstion
Its best friend sits next to her
They hug and start talking
I wish i was her
SNAP
Omg i missed you so much!
Its so nice to see you!
How was your summer?
Who is the new guy?
You went to Las Vegas?
Wow thats crazy!
...
The rest of the day just drifted by
I watched from above
Getting asigned to my classes
Dropping my books
Breaking my glasses
Great first day
I recognize me staring
Tell me to get lost
And go back to not caring
Bus ride home everyones loud
Look out at the window
The streets, The trees, The clouds
...
Open the door to see me sleeping on the table
And me reading some book
I ask them what theyre doing
All i get is dirty loo

she opens the door to my room
and stares at her knowing now
shes facing her doom
i grab her by her hands to watch her try to break free
but shes just not as strong as me
watching me try to get away she grabs me too
why do they always gang up on me
making it feel like world war three
everythings fine
next moment im dying
i push me against a wall
i see her life flash before me
throw her down and watch me crawl
she beats me up
i love to see her scream for my life
when she sees her knife
and i throw me down
when i need her im not around
her blood on my hands
this cant be true
who are you
i wouldnt break like this
do you know who this is
a knife in one hand
my life in the other
stab her quick
watch me die
see her fall
see me cry
theyll think it was her
taking her life
even when they find my knife
poor girl was already dying
i was saving her at least i was trying
i knew she need me
and i needed me as well
after i went through hell
this was our last choice
no one else heard her voice