Is This a Dream?

Will you lend me your heart for a night ? I will give all I have to again hold you tight. Taken from my arms much too soon to forget, no matter what I do I cant get the sound of your voice out of my head. The time we spent without a care like two kids in the summer sun wishing it would last forever, funny how we remember the little things when we reflect looking to the days gone by. All it took was your smile to remove the gray from my sky, blue is now the color of my soul missing you evermore I feel like I cant go on. If you remember those days open up your heart, allow me to return to the place I called home, without you here the rain pours down on my world flooding my emotions, this pain I have since you went away, I sometimes wish the rain would wash my memories away. The things we said to each other, do you still hear like I do? the words spoken to the moon” we would never be apart”, our love was meant to be written on the tree of life, how could it be wrong ? we swore to never turn away from each other no matter how this world tore us apart. The sounds in my head take me back, back to my youth a place I miss if only I could go back to my start. Maybe you miss me too or maybe I was the fool who drove you away. Because I wanted so bad to keep you, I know  here with me is where you belong. How could I have known this day would come,  without you I would find myself living everyday with the regret, the guilt I feel taking the blame for all that has taken place since that first time we meet. when I dream I see your face next to the brightest star I can find. But the look on your face shows signs of disdain. More than all I want you to be happy no matter what. so if I’m the problem I must go now to relieve the burden taking the memories of what we had with me its all I can hold at night. when I  lay awake in my bed my body is empty my heart is broken sometimes the tears fall. they drip to the ground falling in a grave I dug to bury my heart and soul. If you can ever care again show me a sign that you still need my love. If you call I will be there in an instant, maybe this is a bad dream and I will awake from this nightmare, im screaming your name your presence comforts my fears, but without you near lost in this dream I will remain,  if I never awake I do not care I only want to see your face, to feel the touch from the love I lost, I could not see the writing on the wall. No warning did I heed, thinking all is well blind was I to the spirit inside you that yearned to be free. I wish you all the luck in the world where ever you embark. Great endeavors await you on this world you shall leave your mark, I am lucky to have been a part of your life,  a time I will never forget,  a love that ripped open my heart. If you change your mind I am here waiting in the field of dreams the place where we used to lay, the place we wished upon that star that fell from the night sky. When I see that star my wish will be to hold you again before I die, star lite, star bright, the first star I see to night, wish I may, wish I might,  have this wish I wish tonight.