strength

Oh the pain that runs through my body is so unbearable to me,
i wish the pain would leave me and please just let me be.
I blank out every punch that you deliver with your fists,
i want to fight back but you're holding tight my wrists.
As i lay there curled up bruised and bleeding,
you look at me i can see you're still seething.
One time you said "sorry" i asked what for ?
you replied "for kicking you in the head while you was on the floor"
I didn't even realize you had done that, i blanked it out my head,
i always blank out whats happening when you see red.
For years you treated me so wrong what did i ever do to you,
i think you need help,seriously you do.
But i got the strength to leave you and put you in the past,
even though without you, you said i would never last.
Well as you see I'm still standing strong and tall,
my life is great without you I'm giving it my all.
You see life is what you make it and it's yours for the taking,
we all live in a world of our very own making.
I hope in your life you can change your way,
because until you do no woman will ever stay.
I wont wish you harm I'm not that kind of person,
I'm so much better than you that's the thing i know for certain.