I love you so fucking much, and I don’t think you will EVER be able to understand how much I do. But what the fuck are you doing to yourself? What am I supposed to do? I can’t possibly sit back and watch you kill yourself like this. I’ve lost too many friends this way. I know I went on my little binge, and I should be the one to talk, and all that bullshit…But seriously honey, I at least know my limits. What are you trying to prove by doing this? I understand that times are hard and your family is even harder, but this ordeal is not something you want to get into at your age. No matter how you put it, you're still turning tricks. You're still an old man's prostitute. You are so beautiful. You really fucking are. People pay lots and lots of money to have your kind of beauty. And you’re so talented. I’ve never met someone as brilliant as you, and I fucking mean that. But this shit that you’re stumbling into is NOT where you belong. You’re much too beautiful and smart to be getting into this. I don’t even know where to start, or even how to tell you this. You’re really scaring me and you really have to stop. I don’t want to lose you too early. I know someone of a higher power and control should be informed of this, but at the same time, I’m terrified to tell anyone what’s going on. On top of all that has already gone on this summer, I just don’t know if I can handle losing you. You can’t even fathom how much you mean to people, how much you mean to me. I know you might not think it, but you influence and inspire so many people. You’re always there for me whenever I need you, and you know damn well that I’m always there for you too. But I seldom find you asking for help when everyone says you genuinely need it. I don’t know what the fuck to do at all anymore baby. Please find your head, you’re really starting to scare me. Please, please, please, please, PLEASE. Before something horrible happens and its too late. I love you with all my heart and soul. Please come back to earth. Please. I will never, EVER judge you. But this really has gone too far. I love you so much, please come back home to where you belong. We all need you to be here.
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