Living with a memory

So many memories some happy, some sad and some are the ones that you can’t let go those are the worst kind. Or find out that you were meant to be with someone else but, you were never told and now it is too late or so you think.

That is what happened to me. After my on-line affair with a former lover as my husband liked called it. I found out while my husband was consoling a former long lost love that they were meant to be together! Now what would you do?

I decided to encourage them to be close even though both of our so-called long lost loves are over 300 miles away. I want them to have a chance but, she has been incommunicado and my hubby is very worried about her.

Mine is somewhat incommunicado only once in a while hear from him. He has had a rough couple of years just as hubby's has. I know that if we could be there for them we would be they would just have to ask.

We hope to hear from them soon! Our Long Lost Loves!!

Things have changed a lot. Our long lost loves are gone forever. He and our daughter despises me. There is nothing left for me. I am an old and uncle women who has nothing and is nothing.

Where do I go now? I guess all there is to work as much as possible. There are 24 hours in a day. Work for 14, On the road for 2, catch up on things for 2, personal stuff like eat wash 1, and sleep 5. That should do it.

Find happiness when you can in the stars moonlight flowers and a good book. There is no more love in my life. Only sadness. Too many to count.

I am exactly what I made myself. No one else to blame but, me lost my family and my friends.

Enough there is nothing total emptiness and sadness.



Did you have a car accident and have trouble driving down the road where it happened?























































































































































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Happy Mothers Day Weekend! May God Bless every Mother in the world! I pray that those who have lost there Moms or Moms who have lost or given up children for adoption find comfort! *Hugs*