Sometimes

Sometimes I just sit and cry

And wonder why I just don't die

Sometimes i wonder why I continue to live this life

Sometimes I sit and wonder why



Sometimes I my heart overflood with tears

The world drowns me and all my fears

I bald up in a corner and cover my ears

I've been this way for too may years



The rain stops when i step outside

The sun runs away and leave me dying

I sit and wonder why you hate me so much

I sit and wonder why you rebel me touch



You say I'm 15 and I don't know pain

But mother I do, it's you who fills me with shame

I am a lesbian mom can you not see

That your pushing me away, and therefore I can no longer speak...