MEMORIES

DISTANCE BETWEEN U & ME (COMPLICATED FRIENDS)

*DID HE REALLY UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF THE FRIENDSHIP?
*MORE SPACE ON THE CALENDAR NOW.
*NO MORE FALLING ASLEEP BETWEEN HIS LEGS ON THE SOFA.
*THE LOAD POTATO SALAD DOESN’T TASTE THE SAME.
*SMOKE BREAKS ARE REALLY QUITE NOW.
*THE DARK TEMPTATION BOTTLE SMELLS GOOD AT MY NOISE, BUT SMELLS BETTER ON HIM.
*A BAD DAY NOW IS JUST A BAD DAY.
*I NO LONGER REACH FOR HIM IN THE DARKNESS OF THE NITE, BUT INSTEAD I LIE VERY STILL HOPING TO REMEMBER WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO HAVE HIM REACH FOR ME.
*AS I STARE AT MY CLOSET, I CAN’T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT THE “FIELD EXERCISE”.
*HAVE YOU EVER HAD SOMEONE TO WAKE YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NITE WITH HIS HANDS AND HIS BODY ASKS YOU “DO YOU WANT TO”?
*HE’S NO LONGER WITHIN REACH OR SITE, BUT HE FEELS VERY CLOSE.
*YOUR HEART RACES WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT HIS VOICE, HIS LAUGH, HIS EARLY MORNING GRUMPY MOOD.
*YOUR HEART STOPS WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT HIS ENCOUNTER WITH HIS NEXT COMPLICATED FRIEND
*I SOMETIMES ASK MYSELF, WAS IT FAIR TO ME? AND THEN I FALL ASLEEP. SWEET DREAMS MY COMPLICATED FRIEND.
FEB 2010