I Wish...

I wish you knew how you can hurt me so, and not have a care in the world....
I wish that you were here to see the pain it causes me,
Even when you’re gone …
I wish life was better then this roller coaster that has to come to an end, and is starting to slow and stop before the rest of the turns and loops have been passed...
I wish you knew what I was about to do... that you'd be here to stop me,...
but unfortunately you aren't here to stop me, making it worse by pretending I don't exist anymore....
I wish you’d just tell me you don’t want me here anymore…
Let me know that I’m worthless and not needed…
GO AHEAD....
I'M LISTENING...
Just wait till morning when you feel bad about what you’ve caused me do…