Who am I?

I had a depressive day today. I mean- I basically slept the day off. I don't think things are going well for me. I started school and so far so good. I can't help but to think that things are still not going well for me. I turn to God, but I still feel like crap. I feel angry all the time, I hate myself. I don't want to do anything, or see anyone. I have no energy-life is just nothing. I have no job, no money. Everything that I try to obtain just goes down the drain. Why me? I mean seriously! The hell with everything! I have to keep myself positive for my son's sake. No one can help me- only God. My mother can't help me-no one. I am trying to put it into writing but i'm failing terribly.