Losing Control

I can feel it
Losing all control
The monster inside me breaking free
Slowly slipping away
The real me taking control
Falling, falling farther away
Losing sight of myself
Losing control
Slipping away
My vision blurs
A haze of red
Consumed by anger and sorrow
I can’t control anymore
The monster inside me breaking free
Slowly slipping away
Ripping me apart
The pain gets worse
With each passing day
I start to lose control
More and more to this monster breaking free
But I wonder,
Is this the real me?
Or just another part,
This monster in me
Slowly breaking free
Gaining dominion over me…