Failure

The minute that I had to realize the possibility of failing is more painful than getting your heart broken. It’s the feeling that you can't bare yourself. A hard taste in the soul’s mouth. It comes along with being shameful and disgusted. Especially when you’re around people who look up to you. Knows your potentials and what you’re capable of doing. And yet, these eyes will completely become the knife that stabs you many times. It’s simply the taste of the bottom of the bottle of life. It can also be worse if this bottle is full. You'll become drowning in pain.

"What is this bottle is full of ?” you may ask. It’s full of ambition and hope for improvement. And when you suffocate with these hopes you'll become depressed. Once you feel that, you will not be able to accomplish any of you dreams. And you will be easily tempted to become the worst of your wishes for yourself.

Most people give you shallow solutions thinking it'll help. But unless they've been there. There solutions are nothing than a stupid yet not useful to help. I can understand its just considerations from them, but it’s also a pity that you'll notice when you see the eyes. It's just a lie. That’s why It'll be better to isolate yourself and think of a useful getaway (Rising) on your own. For your and their sake. Because if you hurt them while you’re in this situation they may not become close as they were before.

These words are just to encourage you to look for your rising. It's known that the greater you fall the harder you pull yourself up and you last longer.

The most common thoughts a person has is, blame game. It’s either you blame others or blame yourself. But it’s neither. A person should start immediately thinking about the mistakes that occurred not who should take the blame. It’s the first step to the way to stand still.

Failure is a disease, comes to every one. And how you rise depend on what you take as a medicine. The most effective medicine is the Will, to a better life. And as many of our past failures, there is solutions. But it wont just come by itself. You have to earn it and fight for it. Then, when you find that solution. You'll find yourself in success.