The Silence In Your Head

she promised you it was love
a thousand miles away from home
she dreamed a vision of how it was supposed to be
but your state of mind was volatile
at one point it all disappear
and remained fragile and confused on the other
you were never what your heart ever meant to say
you broke her
took away everything
you left her
with reasons she could never take
reasons that made her want to scream
reasons that took away all her sleeps at night
you went away
she was already at the end of the road
you watched her on the sidewalk
from your bedroom window
she was beautiful in sorrow
the perfect picture you paint before she left
once promised she'd never cross the street without your hands
once promised she'd stay frozen for your love one day
but you were never worth every heartache she's been living with everyday
you were only watching
when you promised to mend everything
but nothing you ever tried to fix
because you were too blunt to reach out
so you won't break anymore hearts that you already broke
you made a fool out of love
and now you cry out you want to be enough
you want to feel enough
from a distant heart shut down from every thoughts of you
you never learn a single thing
still selfish still hurting
so draw the curtain down
in the dark you shall be
she's no longer on the sidewalk
just a ghost of her you've been seeing
pale and washed out
she crossed the road
she broke free a long time ago
she's gone