Spiral of Black and White

When every hearts are silently beating asleep in the night, yours is still awake. Staring out into the space, seems endless, seems like forever. Messed up thoughts, memories after memories comes back to life and you wish you could hold them again. You wish someone is awake with you and stay by your side, to listen, to understand, to hear your cry. You're so lost without direction.


. . .


This red rose by my bedside is dying. Losing each petal day by day. It's losing too many everyday now. Bring it back to life I tried. It's breaking my heart to watch something once so beautiful, so fragile, finally comes to an end. I'd leave every pieces without touching them but someday I know I will have to hold them close for the last time, and throw everything away.


Don't you ever forget, don't you ever. I never.


For the last, can I have this dance?




xx.