Road to nowhere

      Its hard to stay focused, and in touch with my dreams, to block out the voices and misguiding screams,they echo in my mind, and tell me to escape, attracting me to a world were everything is fake

        Including my feelings and dreams that i chased, now ill always have memories of years gone to waste, I buried my feelings and blocked out all pain, acknowledged the sunshine while ignoring the rain


        im fooled into beleiving things are just fine, and everybodys life is care free as mine,actually the pain gets bottled inside, it slowly eats at my morals and pride


        I can see what im doing and a need for a change,yet suddenly stopping is both scary and strange,I know its for the best and it needs to be done, life is more then just parties and always having fun


          These things are just fine at the right time and right place, im never seem able to stop giving chase,i loose all control and keep one thing in mind,from the direction i traveled youd swear i was blind


          Ive reapeted this patern more times then you know, and the price i keep paying is starting to show,im certanly not proud of the road that i took, i labeled myself a liar and crook


          my future meant nothing i lived for each day rebelling against parents and what they would say, i thoght i knew it all and that i was so cool, but looking at my past i see the life of a fool


          im older now, but i still hear that voice, the difference now i can see theres a choice, ive learned a lesson taught in a good book, and thats to stay of the road that i took


          It leads to nowhere ive learned first hand, as the direction i traveled was not as i planed