Light Shine Through Me

Fallings into a gray bleakness
I have surrounded myself unententionally with despair
Wishful thinking helps me make it through the days
I'm having a hard time sewing the frays
I want happiness from within
But that sound you hear would be the reminder of my sin
It comes from my chest and leaks into my brain
Tainting my thoughts and driving me insane
Pull out of it is what I say
But my heart would rather pull away
The sound is beginning to grow
Help me out...make it slow
Not being dependent is a burden
Especially when you are hurting