i miss you

i never knew I missed you so much until you came back,

On your return I remembered how it was to feel your touch,

To wake up every day and see you wishing me a good morning,

I recalled how it feels to be beside you,

Now that you r leaving again,

I have to readapt,

I miss you but I don’t want to admit

I miss you but I don’t want to say,

It felt so harsh and cold when you weren’t there,

But I became used to it,

Then u came back,

Guided me to a world of warmth and tenderness,

Now u r going,

Taking away my source of warmth and shelter,

How am I supposed to go back to the cold and harsh world after seeing such warmth?

I miss you but I don’t want to admit,

I miss you but I don’t want to say,

Why say that I miss you?

To add to your burdens?

You can't change the situation anyway,

So I keep my feelings locked inside my heart,

I try to forget your charming effect on me,

How u made my life a lot better,

And how u made me complete,

I try to forget so I can go on,

Face the cold on my own,

I miss you, you know,

And you miss me, I know,

But we wouldn’t admit so we wouldn’t make things worse,

So we smile and act free,

But our hearts beat at the same vibe,

The same fear of losing each other,

A heart beat that screams emotion,

I miss you, that is a fact,

But I try my best to hide it,

I have to go on like you never came back and forget how it felt being on your side,

So farewell my darling,

Farewell my sweetheart,

I love you, you know,

I miss you, you know,

I will wait for you, you know,