Guess I am

Expecting,
Tonight to sleep,
Cause my mind is tired?
Tomorrow to wake up,
Cause He grants me life?
Knowing,
Darkness,
As the night.

Expecting,
LIFE,
Living is for everyone.
NEWS,
Not enough wall space,
AML,
All my love.
Knowing,
Tears,
As the sea.

Expecting,
He's All-Powerful,
Where's my Lord?
It's divine energy,
Where's my soul?
I practice virtues,
Where's my perfection?
Knowing,
Separation,
As God is to us.

Expecting?
I was in the womb,
Knowing no Earth,
Mother nourished me,
To survive birth,
Live to be on Earth.
I am in the world,
Knowing no Heaven,
Who nourishes me,
To survive death,
Live to be in Heaven.