Broken Trust

"Broken Trust"


There is so much we see and do
so much temptation
so much lust
so much broken trust
if we allow this to take control
it can bring out a different us
what is this
what did I just go to do
I told myself I would never betray you
but the night was dark
we were alone
as we walk around at the park
the flirting turned into a kiss
the kiss turned into moan's
the moan's turned into sex
when we were done
I got up to run
I didn't know what to do
for I never intended to hurt you
I can't believe myself
I can't believe I was so weak
I wasn't thinking
I wasn't myself
I wasn't in the right state of mind
I was acting like I was blind
no matter how I look at it
I knew what I was doing
I knew was being unfaithful
I knew I was betraying the one I truly loved
Something inside of me grew wild
Something inside of me
told me to be careless as a child
I was unable to grasp any control
I was unable to let you know
a story that you needed to be told
but your heart I cannot hurt
what I have done
started out as a flirt
My love for you is real
my love for you is strong
my love for you I never want to lose
I know I need to tell you
I know I don't need to keep this from you
I know I shouldn't have allowed myself to come to this
I know I shouldn't have allowed that one kiss
A broken trust
everything lost
all because of lust
for one day you will be told
of a story that needs to unfold
but your love
I never want to let go
I have something I need to tell you
but first I need you to know
that I love you
that I will never leave you
that my heart only beats for you,
you are the air I breathe
your love is all I need
I hope you will forgive me
I hope you don't walk away
I hope our love is strong enough for you to stay
what I have done
I am not proud
what I have done
I need to speak out loud
I cannot keep this from you anymore
I need to tell you the story
as my heart begins to pour
Your eyes so strong looking a pond mine
your eyes filled with tears
I sit here, in nothing but fear
with a bit of relief
of the truth I have told
no longer does it eat at my soul
a broken trust
in your eyes I can see,
Please forgive me
for one night I was weak
for I was wrong,
I have wanted to tell you for so long,
Then for a moment she take's my hand
and look's deep into my eyes
with a kiss upon my lips,
she looks at me and says,
what you have done is wrong
but I love you and our love is strong
we can work to make it better
we can work this out
my love for you is without a doubt
my love for you is real
and these wounds will someday heal


"A broken trust,
isn't worth losing over a few min's of lust"