Let me dream

I sit outside myself
I wonder who I am
Peer at the hollow form next to me
Ponder how I was ever alive
Perched, on burnt placid empathy
Watch my dream walk out the door
Eels swish as the oily feeding frenzy begins in my stomach
Rises with hot air, ribs of coarse bone don’t protect me
Stabbing, ravishing, in and out penetrating in slow structured blows
Piercing every organ, weaker with every drop of blood that trickles from me
Snapped tendons, rewarded with sedulous atrocities
Frail, empty, naive, pain follows me
My dream walks out the door
A blood stained white rose
Selfish desire tormenting sympathy of the soulless
Fucking narcissistic demons