The Forgotten

         Moonbeams filtered through the curtains, bathing Riven slight frame in their glow. Sensing its presence, her eyes fluttered open ending the trance. Nausea hit her as the aftereffects of swimming kicked in. The ethereal webs remained present in her vision as she fought to type in the proper codex on her scyvie. The scyvie beeped in alarm, noting too much serotonin in her bloodstream. She staggered over to the home medical unit and attached the tube. Like an I.V., it was directly hooked up to the blood stream in the brachial artery, and could be accessed through a sealed panel. The touch screen panel was no larger than an inch in diameter and barely rose a quarter of an inch from the skin. The scar it left was well worth avoiding hospitals. Riven's scyvie was under review soon to ensure no substance abuse. The thought of being hooked to anything made her sick. May be one person's escape but it was her hell. It was the altered consciousness Riven didn't like. Any time her mind wandered, something bad would happen. She once thought she was under for twenty minutes− turns out it was five hours.  She relaxed as the valaxl coursed into her system. It calmed the anxiety and hallucinations after she finished swimming.

         It was him again. If only Riven could get her mind to work. There was something about the urgency in his transmission. The most frustrating part was the fact that she could see things, but not the right things. He would appear to her in many trances always the same, yet not. He materialized in hundreds of situations, sometimes as different people, but always the same energy. No matter how good a breaker is, they cannot get rid of their signature, there is always a trace. There were several types of breakers but the kind Riven feared most were ghosts. Levi had always called them wraiths. They wreaked havoc wherever they touched. She knew it was probably just an urban legend, yet still it kept her from the aether. It was the sub-link that only the most experienced breakers traveled. Riven could sense him as he watched her every move. His Umbra is a vibrant hue of red that seductively swims through her mind. She always stayed on the main link, the Umbra, but no matter how hard Riven fought to find his link, he was always one step ahead. Shivers wracked her body as she sat in thought.

         The Umbra was a link that connected the soul to the physical body, every living creature had one. She was a bit fuzzy on her history but Riven remembered it being an accidental discovery by Nobel Prize winner Geoffrey Braun just after the year 2033. He was also the first man in the known universe to discover a cure for cancer mutations. She cringed as she remembered how everyone thought cancer was beat in 2021, the worst had happened and the damaged cells began mutating, evading the cure once again. It was almost as if it were placed by fate to keep humans in check. One step closer, five hundred back. At last they could put one atrocity behind them.

         It was an unfortunate but necessary discovery that severing the soul from the Umbra resulted in zombie-like behavior. But it was nothing like Hollywood tried to glamorize. Few cases of detachment ever resulted in the soul staying. Once the soul was gone, the person became a hollowed out shell that survived. One good thing came out of the testing at least. We found that humans could connect to one another not only within a person's immediate presence, but across a vast amount of space. The furthest distance recorded was approximately 238,857 miles− the distance to the moon. Even then, people were unsure as to how far it could go. Research was still being conducted. Curiously, each individual Umbra was unique in color, texture and feeling.

         You could have the Umbra infused with nanite receptors that could connect via machine and internet. There was no feeling with machines− only humans or animals could imbue such pleasures. A machine's presence felt like static electricity, a quick jolt allowing you to fortify an encryption shield against it or, if you wish, permitting entry into your database. As of late she only had one hundred terabytes of free hard drive space. It was ancient, she knew, but she’d get around to upgrading it soon. Not bothering to check the clock she worked furiously to control her breathing as she stood over her bed. She didn't need to, she already knew the time. A soft feminine voice sounded, startling her.

         "Riven, are you alright? Your heart rate is elevated. Shall I call for Doctor Sid?"

         "No, Nadine. It is not necessary, thank you. Just a nightmare."

         "Very well, please return to trance or sleep as soon as possible, you will need a minimum of four R.E.M. cycles to function properly. Might I assist you in breathing and mantra techniques?"

         "Thank you but no, goodnight."

         "Goodnight Riven."

         Why did Jace prefer that thing? She never understood, though they were made to help, it still creeped Riven out thinking about a cold unfeeling machine monitoring her every waking breath. If it so chose it could even read wave patterns in the mind and detect your mental stability. Not that it could exactly tell, but it was still unnerving. Riven's thoughts returned on her earlier meditation.          From the moment she could remember her "dream" had always occurred at the same point in time─ the fifteenth of every month at exactly two fifteen in the morning. Slowly creeping out of bed, she strode down the hall to the bathroom. Her joints creaked and popped in protest. Riven froze as visions began to poke through her encryption. Vivid hues of blue stretched across and bonded with her Umbra as the link was formed.

         You must listen to me, you are in danger.

          She placed a hand on the wall to steady her balance. The user had completely blown past her mandatory password and sixty letter encryption codes. She was thrust into a connection without first being in the proper trance state. The hall stretched on into oblivion and the world exploded with color. Snippets of conversations flew past in garbled nonsense. This was definitely not a government sanctioned link she was in-between, no worse, in aether. Her own web that normally was spun to friends or family members did not surround her and she could for the first time view the vast outer space. The cushion that normally protected her Umbra along with others had been completely removed and she felt as if she could simply float away to anywhere. Eternity was within her grasp, it was wildly intoxicating. She could feel the pull of other’s links. The taste was so powerful she wanted desperately to drift. 

         Don’t look too long, you will go insane. You are not properly trained.

         Riven swam toward the voice but couldn’t find the portal linking them. It was as if the person were integrated within her Umbra.
         "Who are you?” she giggled, “This is a private link." She wanted to be angry but she felt so...free. It was like she was six again skipping along in the gardens outside of her parent’s home. Try as she might she was not able to deflect the connection and it probed once more.

          Riven, there is no time you must go. He is searching for you again.

         "Who? What is going on, I don't understand." The link was pulled and she was thrown back to reality. The urge to vomit almost won but Riven managed to keep it down. The last she remembered was watching the ceiling spin from the floor.



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         "Riven, Riven. Please, wake up."

         "…Hmm?" waking she gazed into deep ponds of blue. Jace.

         "Oh, thank God. You're alright. What are you doing up wandering the halls at this hour?” Jace leaned back and rubbed his hands over his face. His mumbled words were a little hard to make out but she managed, “You scared me to death. Why didn't Nadine read your vitals?"

         Riven brought herself to a sitting position, smoothing her onyx hair behind her ears. Placing a hand on Jace's shoulder she feigned a smile, "Jace it's OK, I must have fallen asleep or something. It is two in the morning.” She waved her hand trying to sound casual, “ I was probably sleepwalking. You above all people know my odd sleeping habits."

         He studied her face in a way that Riven knew he didn't believe her, "That still doesn't answer my last question. Nadine, wake." Soft white light filled the room as the soothing British voice responded.

         "Yes, Jace?"

         "Have you been checking Riven's vitals? I found her in the hall unconscious."

         "The last log was taken at two fifteen a.m., I checked on her because of an elevated heart rate. Do you need assistance? Shall I phone the doctor?"

         "That will be unnecessary, I will phone Scott tomorrow. Prepare for reformat."

         "Understood."

         The glow dispersed and they were left to themselves, or as much as they could be left alone by that thing. Riven seriously wished that he would turn it off every once in a while. Their last quarters didn't have a Persa-Unit and that was perfectly fine with her.
         Gently tugging at her arm she tried to pry away from his grip. When that didn't work she cleared her throat, "Um, Jace…could you kindly release my arms? I think I've lost all feeling in them."

         Jace turned a deep scarlet and quickly let go. Although he was nearly a foot taller than her and had a fierce disposition, he was also equally gentle. He stood for several seconds staring at her shivering form. His response was low and controlled.

         "Well, I was just worried, that's all. Is it a crime to worry about you?" his chin rose slightly in that way that annoyed her when he was about to go into one of his lectures. She groaned inwardly.

         "Aside from that, its three thirty in the morning for your information and with everything that's happened−"

         "I don't want to talk about it, please Jace just go back to bed. I don't need your lectures right now, OK?" She quieted, realizing she had crossed the line.

         Riven knew she shouldn't have treated him that way. Any time she was upset she lashed out at the wrong person, usually Jace. Biting her lip she searched his eyes pleading silently with her own. She sunk at his guarded expression. Go me. The silence hung tense between them before he turned. Though his speech was quiet, she cringed at the obvious hurt it portrayed. "You know, one of these days you're going to turn away the only friend you've got." He walked down the hall and into his room. The click reverberated off the small space ending their conversation. Riven stood in the hall for a moment unsure of what to do. It was probably best to talk tomorrow after duty, let Jace cool off. She retreated back to her room miserable. It was better this way, let him hate her. She closed the door and glanced at the time. Great, four o'clock. She'd have to be to work in a mere three hours. Shaking her head, she crawled into bed and stared at the ceiling. Looks like I won't be getting those R.E.M's after all. She sighed and spoke to the ceiling, getting out what she should have earlier, "Jace I'm sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me lately."

         Tears threatened to spill but she fought and kept them down. Don't break your promise. It was a vow she intended to keep. Nothing or no one would ever see her cry again. That was a different time, a different person. Tears were reserved for something Riven refused to give into. Giving in meant being hurt, she couldn’t have that, not again. She needed her head in the game, not just for herself but the people she would have to face in the morning. Turning on her side she forced her eyes shut and tried to think of happier times. She could have asked Nadine to put her to sleep but the thought of that made her skin crawl. Instead Riven chanted the mantra in her mind they taught in the Core. She preferred it to normal sleep anyhow, it kept her mind alert. 



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         Grumbling, Riven rolled out of bed as the alarm went off. It felt like she had just closed her eyes. Geeze, I hate the old alarms, Nadine is way better than this hunk of junk. She was about to call out to Nadine then quickly remembered Jace was having her reformatted this morning. Oh well, there was nothing she could do about it and work was work. Not an easy thing to come by these days, especially since the second battle with the Aureaur's. The 'Aureaur's' were simply filed under one thing in her mind─ inhuman. They had revealed themselves many years ago when she was but a child. Even then Riven had known she was not like other children. She had predicted her parents death, had tried to warn them, but they just patted her head and told her not to worry. If only they had listened to her. They would still be alive today...Snapping back to reality, she stepped into the bathroom and closed her eyes. The auxiliary system felt more abrasive as it sought to connect with her Umbra. Riven steeled herself against its gentle probing making it realize she preferred verbal communication. A charming male voice surrounded her as she walked into the shower.

         "A thousand pardons, my lady I did not realize you prefer verbal. I will log it in the system for next time"

         "Please do."

         "Command?"

         "Stimulating shower massage with muscle relaxant."

         "Understood. Would the lady prefer traditional or interactive?"

         "Traditional" she spat, "Never interactive."

         "Apologies, of course my lady. One moment, checking temperature preferences."

         The sweet fragrance of gardenias and fresh cut grass filled the air instantly relaxing her. The scent stirred memories from her childhood. Riven and her best friend Levi would play for hours in the Japanese inspired gardens her father created. He was brilliant with landscapes creating many retreats for the rich and the famous. Though he liked many different designs, he had a particular fondness for modern Japanese and incorporated much of it into his own home. There was something about the crisp clean lines and usability that he adored. She carried that fondness into her own home and like her father preferred no-nonsense design. The latest trend with over the top patterns and gaudy gold everywhere drove her crazy. Riven cringed as she realized that Levi and her father, like many others, were lost to her forever. The fourth wall rose and enclosed Riven as water spouted from each corner.

         The warmth melted away the last of her darkened mood and she couldn't help but relax. It was the only time she felt human. No matter which way she moved each shower head would switch and massage her sore muscles. Sighing heavily, she finished up and called to the computer, "I am done, open please." The water cut off and the wall receded back into the floor. A robe was hanging ready for her and the tiles felt warm beneath her feet. Ignoring the robe, Riven padded over to the mirror. These were times she loved being in the Core, not many people had clean water, let alone such luxuries as heated tiles. The Core treated them well.

         Warm air rushed from below the vanity and above enveloping her and slowly drying her body. She sighed in content and looked at her reflection in the full-length mirror. Fierce turquoise eyes and sharp features stared back at her. She ran fingers through her straight raven hair in a feeble attempt to style it. Not that it really bothered her. She kept it just below the chin for a reason. Less to grab, less to style, she always said. Simple, like it should be. Frowning, she caught the scar on her bare honey skin− a reminder of what was done to her as a child. The jagged cut ran from belly to groin, an invasion she would never forget. If only she could remember his face. Retching, Riven closed her eyes and tried to forget. Never again would a man touch her that way. At least now she had her hand-to-hand combat and psych training. She wasn't completely useless like before. Riven finished dressing in her casual blacks and walked from the bathroom. The color signified that she was on clean up and civil duty today. It was hard work but helped keep hope alive, and that was the most important thing.

         The last several attacks had kept Riven busy cleaning the wreckage that "they" had left behind. She refused to ever relate them to human beings, for admitting so would make them closer to her somehow. At least with the second war came more work and the economy really needed the boost. They hadn't been completely defeated at least and the attacks appeared to be slowing. The last attack however was simply inconceivable. Not to mention the endless amount of deaths; so many senseless deaths over the years. The bastards had risen out of the shadows more than twenty years ago from our own base. Referring to themselves as 'Aureaur's', they were a small group of several thousand members stationed on the moon. Among them were the most intelligent, strong, and psychically advanced. A slightly more evolved human individually chosen from every corner of the world. Originally, they were scientists placed there to draw plans for colonization. We were looking at several options at the time, even as far as Europa.  However, they first settled on a base within the earth of the moon. The moon's gravity was far less dense than our own, making the launch sequence faster and fuel efficient. They first gathered as much information as possible on the long journey to make Mars's surface more inhabitable. They kept in contact every three months. The stretches in time became more extended and the worst was finally made apparent. All of it, the research, the connection to our society, was lost. They were their own nation and felt that they no longer needed our rules. The lunar colonies were the strong, and us the weak.

         So it began, they honed their powers, biding their time until that fateful day of rising. All of the world powers came together in one great alliance against them, but to no avail. As time went by the government tried more and more rash measures to bring them down. Not a single weapon worked. It was our minds they invaded. They never used a weapon against Earth. Instead, they infiltrated the great minds of the world and watched as we bombed one another. Their breakers were powerful pulling down every shield put into place. She didn't know everything involved with a breaker or exactly how they did it, but she knew it was no walk in the park to earn that accomplishment. One of her co-workers at the Core was involved in high level security training, learning just simple exercises when something went wrong and her Umbra severed− ever since Riven had no interest in becoming a breaker.  In any case the Aureaur took them all down one nation at a time as hope eventually died.

         One day during a particularly nasty attack of the Aureaur, the nations of South Africa, Namibia, Botswana and Zimbabwe had been wiped clean with no chances of survival. The government sent salvage teams to scout out the areas where any useful items or materials would be found. Searching through the rubble of what used to be Midrand they stumbled across a very peculiar sight. A young girl, no more than nine or ten years old huddled in the shadows of a small building, her hands pressed over her ears. A little tattered bunny was laid at her bruised and bloodied feet and her gown was drenched in blood from the waist down. The leader of the salvage team padded over to her his gangly body awkward and unsure. He brushed back his long black hair and offered his water with kind eyes and a smile. Silently, she reached out her arms to the soldier with tears streaming down her face, "momma" she muttered just before her eyes rolled to the back of her head and she collapsed at his feet.

         It was Jace who had come to her aid that day. Only fifteen at the time, Jace was a child himself trying to find work to support both him and his sister. Though he worked hard Jace's sister died two years later of some strange and unknown disease. He always believed it was heartbreak that killed her, Karina, his sister, had mourned her parent's death until the day she drew her last breath. Jace took Riven in out of the kindness of his heart when nobody else felt they had a use for her. A "nuisance" they said and was content to leave her be. He sensed she was something special and fate had ordained their meeting. It was then Riven decided she owed her life to him and would work hard and strive to do her best. She joined the Core with Jace and dedicated her life to helping others like herself.

         Exiting their loft, Riven turned down the long narrow corridor before it opened up into the main floor. Familiar dark red carpeting with the entwined golden border greeted her as she walked toward the glass lift. Soft white light held up by delicate floating sconces lined the floor.

         "Good morning, Riven" Dressed in his usual red and black uniform, Arthur stood behind the front desk. His graying hair was slicked back and made him look more dignified than ever. His dark skin radiated this morning and he appeared more cheerful than normal.

         "Morning, Arthur. How are the kids?"

         "Oh just fine, daughter starts the Core next week. You all go easy on her now." He winked at her, his usual jovial self. It always amazed her how strong he was. His wife, Belinda, had died just eight months ago from cancer they didn't know she had. It tore her apart knowing how much Arthur loved his wife. The worst part was that the disease had been curable. If only they'd known sooner.

         "You take care, Arthur OK?" Smiling, she continued across the room.

         "Will do, you too dear."

         Getting on the lift, she descended down to the shuttle heading for Tokyo. What was left of it anyway. This is going to be a long day, she thought as she strode toward the vehicles.