You Say Goodbye, I Say Hello

I'm not good at trusting others and I don't think I ever trusted you. Your words were meaningless and your actions, lifeless.

Regardless of rational thoughts, I gave you what I had.. not expecting something good nor bad.

To have such little emotion towards my feelings not only irritated me, it hurt me.

My being upset may have driven you to a place where I imagined you would go all along.

The explanations were always rational and possibly true.

Yet, the situations that led us there wasn't something I signed up to do.

I am aware of how you handle things and how it works for you.

But, I just don't work that way and I simply don't want to.

Taking time to think about what lies ahead, I realized that this was never what I wanted for myself.

As I beat myself trying to figure out my confusion, I started to see where I went wrong.

I began to hate myself for neglecting those who stood by me.

But I smiled at the fact that it opened my eyes to another road.

A road that I was too blind to see.

The pain I felt was not caused by you.

It was getting a good look at what I was becoming.

I don't regret you, for this experience set me free.

You were just what I needed in order to get lost and find myself.

This is where I belong.