the man i used to love

“For the man I use d to LOVE”
by Mysyl V. Parrenas

when im thinking of you I use dto become sad.
But a part of me is being mad.
I don’t know why
Maybe because you made me cry

Nights and nights I wonder.
Days I tried to be stonger
Everytime I see you together
Makes me feel down beneath under.

I pray to almighthy Father
To stop going to you after
Coz it’s sin
Which I never shoud’ve been.

Goognight I say to you
It’s been a long time I’ve been so blue
Always expecting you’d see me through
But after all it would never come true.

I wish to the stars
That they’d realease me from the bars
To the memories of the past
And let me begin with a brand new start.

I’d like to be in the moon
And never come back any time soon
Not until it’s noon
Coz your presence still lingers in my room.

I’d like to vanish in the darkness of the night
In the silence that gives me light
The peace that comes with might
And help me get through the sunlight.

Oh cast me away. Cast away!
The sand in the highway
I long to travel that does not leave a footprints
To remind me in my yesterday’s splints

Now I clos my eyes of the cold summer’s night
Hoping to see the beauty of tomorrow’s twilight
Living my life on the right side
With the man I used to LOVE behind.