A letter to a friend. That might not be in the end. |
In the morning when I wake, I see good morning every day. I search myself of what to think. Is it just me, or is this one of her ways? How many others are treated same? I talk to you because you give me something to say. I am your friend, even more as you let me in. I see you fight guys away for reasons that are very much sane. But you bring me closer it seems like every day. I believe our bond is strong. But do you follow along. We had a time, we were free. Now I am on the list of one time fling. Thats just a harsh feeling. This is all I say. I hate that you will think of me that way. I would understand if there was spite for me one day. Does this mean that you are a part of me. But see how could this be. These things are not what I intented for the. I hope what I am saying does not scare you away. For I just say things as I write today. I am telling you things that might break me in the end. what the heck I will dive right in. For come next month I will be alone. Yet my friend may still call my house there home. I hope your still there when I am on my own. Because you are one of the best that I know. My thoughts for you, are very true. But see in the end I am but a fool. I tell you of things you may not want to see. But believe me, i have good intentions indeed. You will see. I love what has began. Do I say something, will it end. you might find my writing out of line. But I am writing this because your on my mind. You keep me thinking even when your away. Just I think to find out what will come up with next. I get closer to you the more you bring me in. I dont want you to think bad of me. what is her intentions with me thats what I am asking? To trust you with me is pretty deep. How do I know your not just pulling a string. To play a game I know I wont win. All people have darkness within. How far do you really want to let me go? In my mind I will never know. Maybe testing me, But I know not for what. I do not feel it to be a evil plot. Why do you take your time with me? These reason must be explained, you see. After this letter you will respond. Then I may know what is to go on. It almost scares me to know what you will think. These are my words of thruth to the. BadgerBeast |