Faith means Caring

I always saw myself as a very caring person. There wasn't a person I met that I really did not like. Made statments of loving you and hugging people. But I always questioned myself about my faith. Believed in God and believed in people, thought there was bad but was truly not faced with it. So during these first 55 years of my life. Loving, caring and always listening. Purchased a sign that stated Faith means Caring. But questioned the word Faith at that time and that was the reason for the purchase.

But now i do not seem to care or feel loving. Not hugging people and not believing in people. Believe in God very much and I feel stronger about the word Faith. The word caring doesn't mean much to me now. So at this time of my life the word Faith is the only word in that statement that I believe in. I do not care about much of anything.

What does this mean? Very sure of myself before but not I am alone and want to be that way and does not care. But still have Faith but questioned the word Faith in the past. Does not make sense does it. But it is how I feel. Is my world falling down around me then. Or is it another step another lesson?