Rage

Emotions flowing through my blood like a river
but the happiness is always the most brief
the pain is within me
in sadness and desperation
not for love but for reason
but oh, if this cash could buy true love
madness continues to build
in me, and in the world
why cant i just run
but no, that would cause more pain,
im surrounded by mixed emotions
but mine matter no more
deep inside is a monster
monster that i dont want to see
but the madness and lonliness are pushing forward
when will this end?
perhaps it wont, until the end
but even then, the pain is still there
should i unleash all, and pretend to care
i want it all to go away
maybe it will, but if it dosent...pray
im a candle under water
but amazingly still burning
im a candle in the wind
but amazingly still lit
sadness will become rage
lonliness will become rage
happiness will turn to rage
emptyness will become rage
what will i do?
just rage on into the darkness
but still no answer to my questions
trusting in the lord
but to no avail
maybe the devil should just drag me into hell
see the tortured and tainted
maybe ill realize then
what i should fight for
yes, i remain fighting all of this rage
wanting to release it, yet its still traped in a cage
it will be known soon though
the world is ending
and i have just begun