2B or Not 2B

every time i want 2 b far..he become more closer... every time i shut the door down...he open a window... my heart push me to belive...that he belong 2 me..... others belive that he is a big liar... i dont know whom i will trust.....my heart or them..

palsy i am...no land was discribed to me .... just to relief this illness..
and after all is gone...i didnt relif well..
any further step make me wonder...should i or shouldnt ...
did he deserve to let the doors open for the morrow...
or he didnt...

did he afraid from the closed spaces....so he tried to open the closed entries...
or he wanted to be with me in that space..but i didnt let him...
and after he gave up...i gave him the green card..

alot of wondering but....the real question is....
2 B or not 2 B...