Melodramatic

Please don’t scream
Don’t yell
For we are tortured souls
Hard on ourselves
We take to heart
To the grave
It remains.

Don’t push
Don’t shove
Let me breathe
I just need to think.

Don’t give me the silent treatment
I’ll take it the wrong way
Was it something I said?
Was it something I did?
Please tell me
I am dying.

The thoughts of wanting pain
It haunts our tortured minds
The feeling of inflicting pain
Haunts our very kind
Why to you slam the very drawers we depend on?
You slam them in my face.

My body aches
I tear myself to pieces thinking that it is my fault
Just love me and I will love you in return
My soul it shivers
And we lay awake
Crying
Hoping
Praying

I have lived my life through hell
What did I do to deserve this?
This melodramatic life is not the one for me
Please help me, oh God, help me.

I want to be able to be free from this prison
Save me, oh God, save me
I’ll be patient I’ll wait

But just love me, oh God, just love me.