feelings..

I dont know what to think anymore. I know I still love him. I guess i'm just a little shaken is all. This was all not to be expected. You said you love me mre than anything. I believe you. Still sitting here I hurt a little bit. I just want everything to turn out right. I want you to be able to be yourself agian and not worry about anything. I hate what it did to you. You aren't the same. You said "this wont change things" but it has. I wish it could just be the same. I'll wait for that day. I just hope that it really doesn't change anything else and everything goes back t the way that it was. At least we know as we go through this it just makes us stronger. As long as we are together it seems like nothing can go wrong. At least that's what I want to believe.