Wondering

What are we meant to be......
The most fundamental questions that's yet to be answered from the time of our forefathers...
Maybe it was never meant to be answered...
Maybe and just maybe it was to be lived....
So much time wasted seeking the unknown while the true treasure we all seek is just here in front of us ...
Blinded by our greed and need for something better....bigger....
Soon i'll be at the pearly gate.... walking next to St.Peter
Walking to justify myself.....
Maybe I'll be glad when life would be finally over... as i can meat my Lord to ask him question's i was wondering during my day's as a man..
Why did he create lust if it leads to Sin
Why did he create love if it leads to Pain
Why did he create mankind if it leads to Killing
Why did he create life if it leads to Death............
Was all this just a drama on a grand scale..... For the gods and demon's
Was all this just a game of chess of the Holy and Evil.....
Or
there's an unknown plan like whats was preached to us when we were young
is there a deeper meaning to all this .......
At the end of time maybe... just maybe He will answer me ....