Why!?

Why is it so hard for people to understand.
benoit- said forever and always lied
Damien- said never ganna happen..ill be there for u.... why!?
Damien wrote songs about me and poems and made me feel like no other
when he moved to aussie i expected him to move on and find someone else
but to lie to me about love..
i didnt expect
quote damien" i never loved u i care for u but never love! i just felt sorry for u because your sick! and lying to u made u feel better"
Im sick ..and he thought lying ot me made me feel better
my heart can barely take stress..telling me this makes it worse
The least you could have done was say its time to move on..i would have been happy and ok, because i love you
But to tell me it was all a lie is different
I love you and hope the best for you
And Even tho im not getting better
even when im gone.
i just didnt want You to forget me
I wanted one man to love me,
And remember, Who i was!