Lament

Here goes my heart beating
The phone still lit and vibrating
She wants to see me and have me
Reason out the door, to her I flee

Now the heartbreak is to come
Now the misery consumes
I lover her and she loves me!
Her greatest weapon a love that can kill

You call it kinky and sexy
To betray me for a fantasy
I want to please you and love you
Reason out the door, to him you flew

Now the betrayal has ended
Now the friendship expected
I lover her and she loves me?
His greatest weapon a love he can steal

Does she know? Does he know?
My two best friends manifest my deepest hatred
Do I reject them and give up their piece of me
Or do I accept it and learn to hate myself

Now my heart is broken and ripped
Now the question remains
Who to blame? Who to love?
My greatest weapon a love I can give.