The notes of my lost

                              Part Two

"Why did she have to come could she have not listen to me and stay away. No of course not she love me and I loved her back. We should of  died together at least but no that dam priest new I loved her. If only she would of stayed away. Why did I have to love her!" Alfred says with tears down his eyes. Alfred has never got past this event he is now fortey-two. Time has taken  a toll on him. Yet Alfred seems to be okay other than his occasional dellusions and hallucianations. Its the middle of the night but Alfred can no longer sleep so he gets dress and leaves his apartment. "Time why do you forsaken me. Why not kill me already I have achieved more than I ever cared for " Alfred says in distress. Alfred is now a leader and active memeber of a new party in London. Yet all this means nothing to him for he knows no happiness without the women he loved. He walks into the door of a tavern to the common man this tavern is abonded but its not. "Open this rechid door for the wolves are watching" Alfred says almost with anger. " Yes sir" the gate keeper opens the door. By now Alfred is thriving for some brandy this has now become a common thing for him. "My dear friend all that brandy will certainly kill you one day" a slik haired well dressed man says. " Hush young child Steford you know not what I have seen during my time" Alfred says wile sipping some brandy. " But sir brandy and alchol of any type are not good vices take a hold of. I only say this for your health" Steford says this with great politeness. Suddenly Alfred gets up and begains to choke Steford. " Now hear this young child Steford I will not be told what is good for me or not" Alfred says with great rage.


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