Delusions Of Grandeur

She treats me cold,
My heart feels numb,
I’ve reached the point of letting go,
Deceived am I but the blame is on me,
Looking for a way to be set free
From her beautiful web,
Only half struggling,
Liking the entanglement.

Maybe I’m not thinking straight,
But I am seeing clear.
Love for us is like an endless ocean,
Always seeing the sun on the horizon,
But never beaing able to reach it,
Feel it’s warmth, But it’s all an illusion.
And yet, her smile stabs at my numb heart.
The warmth hiding in her coldness.
Mirrors and shrouds fill my illusion and imagination,
Leaving me in delusion and misery.

All I ask for is a chance for love,
But she gives me poison to swallow up
My dreams and my very essence,
That cast dark shadows on my heart.