Two Worlds

I am torn between two worlds
  and one is not my own.
If i choose my own desires,
I will be left alone.
In one world I am my own
to live as I wish to do-
to make my own decisions,
friends, mistakes, and views.
With space to learn and grow,
for this is what I need,
but I'd have to give up this love
that has blossomed from its seed.

The other world was never mine
not my hopes or dreams,
but to have the love I want,
is to lose myself it seems.
The only thing that's in this world,
that makes me want to stay,
is the fact that he is there,
my sun that lights my day.
I don't want to live his goals and paths
They are his wok of art.
But to leave his world behind...
would be to leave my heart.
Do I follow down another path
that again is not my own
to keep the love i so desire?
Or do I walk my path alone?

I must say goodbye.....