Love?

I love you! You would think that is the words he has been longing to hear from the one he loves the most! But they are not. They are the words he wants to hear from the girl across the hall. Why you ask? Because he is not in love with you anymore. He will break up with you in the next 2-3 days. He will break you into a million peices. He will talk about you behind your back and give everyone 20 differrent reasons why he did it.He will make sure all the blame is brought onto you and not him! He feels nothing while you feel every emotion in the world! You feel like you have nothing to live for anymore. You just want things to go back to normal. You just want to be in his arms again. Then the denial comes and you think he'll come around, but next thing you know it's been a year and your in the same spot you were last year.You want to get over him, but can't. You want to be happy but it hurts too much! Your now stuck in quick sand. You ask someone to help pull you out but all that does is make it worse. What to do? Think... think...think. Do I start over? Or do I move on like the rest. My mind is racin, to see what I'll do next...