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My dad how loving.
He is usually there but lately he is gone.
His eyes tell his story of sorrow and hatred that fills his life now.
He is very thoughtful and caring but he does not come by to care for me like he used to.
My daddy has lived a hard life, In this picture he looks somewhat happy, but he is not he is alone and
sad....but there is nothing I can do you can not halp someone that does not want any help.
He has ewent through many drugs and fights all through his years.
I am his only kid and he is very passionate.
He want whats best for me and he does not want me to take the same path he did when he was young,
His tired eyes almost an ocean blue..the alchohol has changed them so.
Joyful....it's something he is not . I think the only time he is remotly happy is when he comes home for a little while
I think that without the yelling and fighting and just being able to be there without someone trying to cut him down and tell he is worthless he would be the best person in the world and he would not neglect me like he has done for so many years.
Somehow she always seems to be able to drive him back to hell i guess you could call that place.
My father is very strong but in many ways he is very weak.....All the hardships and the fights the drugs are no longer there to bring him down anymore..but now the swinging fists, the screams, and the tears and he is still sane.he is one of the strongest people i know