You & I

After all that I did
After all that you have done

You're whole and alive
I'm bitter and broken

I'm weak and depressed
You're happy and clean

You're smiling and creating
I'm crying and debating

My heart and my mind clashing
Your body and soul uniting

You're dreams are quiet and distant
Mine are killing me slowly

Mind don't run from the light
God is with you at night

You're not mine anymore
I can't fix what you broke

I'm the only one trying
You're moving on forgetting

You're not regretting
I can't leave the memories

I can't loose you completely
You're content on your own

You're stronger every day
I'm helpless to stop this

I'll wait for you still
It's your turn...