While I Haze

Unfortunately, at this point in time, there lies nothing ahead of me that I can say I would be proud of.


-For the life of me, I cannot say where I began. I fled. Far from eye vision. The smartest choice I’ve made. I destroyed, and reconstructed myself. Galaxies I traveled. Vacant planets I have grasped in my palms. Every movement of every hair on my body changes destinies of life forms eons away. I laugh and cry with every death. So all I can do is continue with this journey that never began and will never end. When I walk the surfaces of oceans, all is fire around me. There are many moments when I question this existence of the profit of life. Of course, the questions are never answered. And each searches. Perhaps the search is the answer! So then I search. And with a mere movement of my eye I destroy demons in the deepest levels of hell, and angels among the brightest lights. I smile as my soul is laid out in front of me, I can see myself for the first time, I ask myself what such beautiful or disgusting moments in time could have occurred to make such a person. Outside the room I hear a noise, so I awake. Fuck…again in chains.