What he didn't know

What he didn't know, was I was with him all along.
What he didn't know was that I loved him, and is always going to be ruling over his thoughts.
What he didn't know was I heard him cry. I heard him scream, and I wont forget that.

What he didn't know was he didn't kill me. It was only a accident. Humans make accidents.
What he didn't know was I hugged him at the casket. I saw him looking down at me.
I saw the tears fall on my cold and lifeless body.

My body lays cold, bloody and dormant for eternity, his hands touch my face one last time. Just one more time.
"I love you, I don't want you to leave me.
Please stay here. Don't leave. Please don't leave."
He didn't even know I did respond. I told him I'd be his angel forever. Never leave him cold and alone.
We really would be together forever. I wish he'd know now.

What he didn't know is I loved him.
I loved him alot. More than a heart can bear. Each heart beat of mine was for him.
What he didn't know is I always got a stomach ache when I saw him, I always got nervous, because of how cute he was.
What he didn't know is god put us together for a reason. And obviously I served my purpose on earth.
What he didn't and doesn't know until it happens to him is. My job on earth was to love him.
Thats what he didn't know.