do u love me

                                                do you love me?

 

will you ever take those cold eyes off me?

will you ever smile when I'm with you?

how could I live with out you?

how could you live with out me?

you say you should be alone.



you say you hate me.

but I know you don't.

you say you can live with out me.

but can you?

are your words the truth?



will you be fine?

while I hold this sword to my heart.

will you just laugh?

as I bring it closer, what will you do?

the coldness starts to touch my skin and I feel the pain.



will you just look away?

thinking you don't care.

but I know you do.

I gasp in pain!

you then notice what happened.



you kneel in the blood all over the ground.

you wrap your arms around me.

your my only regret.

my only sinful thought.

your painless tears on my shoulder.



are you really next to me crying?

are you really holding me tight?

trying to stop the blood from spilling.

trying to save me from dying.

why now do you stop me from doing it again.



blood covers your hands.

you don't wipe them.

you just stare at my face.

those familiar cold eyes gone.

only sad lonely ones replacing them.



I only remember when you told me you had no need for my love.

I didn't cry

I just grabbed that sword and put it to my broken heart.

with out you I found no need to live.

but now you cry



why?

are those tears really for me?

at this moment you whisper those words (I do love you).

you finally confessed them to me.

you kiss me lightly.



but my body don't move.

but yet you knew I felt it.