the rejecter

While looking into your eyes
I see the pale death
of a caring passion
lost in the nowhere of the world
blinded by other people’s eyes

You used to refuse
the eyes you now love
you used to be a innocent child
with no yesterdays and no tomorrows
you used to fill my heart
without a single doubt

your smile and tears will be replaced
the seat which I kept for you
will be rejected,
and occupied with pure safeness
flowing from the deepness of the core
one route, untouched, safe from h a r m

I can feel, that I’m going to lose it
I got to lose it
for I’m bruising under these stones
though I know, you’ll look back
and blood will drip of your ashamed eyes
if I would be there with you
maybe I’d console you

And looking into your eyes again
seeing myself lost
while hoping for your passion
dead in the nowhere of the world
blinded by my love’s eyes